YAYA!

Bear and I officially got approved for our new place today 09.27.2008!  We move in the 19th of October.  I am so excited!  

Things are going awesome.  Bear stopped drinking and so the fights aren’t there anymore.  I’m in a place where I’ve never been.  Things are going my way FINALLY!  Wow.  I’m on a cloud, I will rate this cloud A 9!!!

I haven’t blogged to myself in a while.  I’m disappointed in myself, but honestly, I’ve been working so hard to improve my life, I haven’t had the time!  Bear is at work, I’ve completed all my tasks I’ve laid upon myself and feel pretty damn good.

Apparently my credit is creeping towards a decent level of approval, and I’m so excited after my eviction years and stupid years ago to once again, be able to call something, not only my own, but be apart of “ours”.  

Funny how life changes.  The Ex is back in Boston for his cousin’s wedding.  I’d love to be there, but it’s good that I’m not.  It’s time to put his family in a Cedar chest in my heart, and move on with my life.  It’s imperative.  

The new place is lovely.  Two bedroom.. two bath.  PLENTY of storage, roman tub, and a WONDERFUL kitchen to cook in.  My level of excitement has jumped 3 fold!  I can see myself already obsessively unpacking and dancing around to Dire Straits with a big fat smile on my face!  Deep breath, I’m letting it all sink in.  Thanks to my guard that stepped away for a day.. he checks in every once in a while, but I tell him to scoot… his services are no longer needed.  

My need for unpacking is INSANE!  I can’t wait to see all my kitchen tool lovelies all over again.  Altho the Crock-pot has been recovered (thanks to Mom for being the labeling Queen!  Box says: “Kitchen CROCK POT”)  she’s the best.  My favorite Kitchen Store spatula, and my electric skillet, and *sigh* *swoon*, my chopper and knife set are locked away.  They’re probably scared in that dark square place, quivering, praying for release.  Oh mama, it’s gunna be good.