It’s been a loooooong week, and I haven’t been able to blog.  Ug.

Luckily I’m catching up at work, but I’m having troubles seeing the end of the tunnel.  How can I build up this motivation to trudge on?  I’ve been job searching, but with everything so tight these days, jobs are few and far between. 

Normally I carpool with a co-worker.  He drives a company vehicle and the company picks up the gas tab.  That’s nice!  This week I’ve had to drive in EVERY day.  I about cried when I filled up my tank for just over $50.  I hate talking about gas prices, but I had to vent. 

When you’re searching for a job, and you work full time, when do you find the time to run around and interview?  I’m so frustrated.  I don’t want to use vacation time to FIND WORK.  UG!  So now I’m trying the whole Monster.com, Jobs.com crap….  I hate em.  I think it’s impersonal.  I get a lot of crap filling up my Email too.  How is it going???  ……

Ideas, I need ideas. 

I’m telling you, about every job I’ve ever had, was practically handed to me.  I want to bust my butt to find a new job this time.  I want to earn it.  I want to puff up my chest and walk around all puffy-like.  Damnit.